My husband and I did a second round of IVF and became pregnant in November. Everything was going well until we went to our 14th week check up. The Ultrasound showed the intestines outside of the body and too much fluid in the sac. So then the following day, I went for a high power special US and it there was no heart beat.
Then on my 35th b-day I was given pills to induce labor. Then the next day, I was admitted and gave birth to baby Angel.
I week later she was buried in the Central Friedhof cemetery. We released white balloons like releasing our babies into heaven.
Through it all, God showed his grace and mercy to me. He took her home and she had a trisomal 13 and 18 disorder and had no chance of making it. I prayed 4 months prior for God to take my head knowledge to my heart and he did. I felt his hand and presence the whole time. He has given me peace and a renewed faith that makes this hard experience and suffering worth it.
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